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    after the break

    no idea how long i have not been here.
    today its the first day after the break, feel really really bad in my chair for the last 8 hrs. i donot know how many words i have to say everyday, always the price, the strategy, the commercials. called negotiation? its all crap for me now. maybe its fun at the start, but it makes me tired, coz i have to talk about the same issues again and again.
     
    really miss the days during the break.  i didnot hear anything about the 1st MAY in england, but in china, people do call it the Labor's Day. so i have got 7 days break. i did nothing but stay at home coz millions guys on the street, with the hot summer.
     
    watched the Lord of Wars from Nicolas Cage, its a good movie. at least i gives me the passion i have been lost for a quite while. now, i do have real ideas about my business and what direction i shud forward. thats the biggest and most imoportant thing at the beginning of May.

    i walk a lonely road, the onley one that i have ever known

    i had drinks with my friends. he asked me, why you took this job, the pay isnot good. i said just one word 'experience'. yes, i need that, if i were a experienced emplyee, i am sure i would get a job in england easily. but i am not, so i have to spend some meanlingless time, at least it seems like that now. then, i would get a job offer from some other companies. i would get promoted. thats what i want.
     
    the road i have ever known!
     
    congratulations to my good friend, who's got a job offer in yorkshire. he has to go back to yorkshire, poor guy. however, as far as i know, he's planning to get a yorkshire girl. gr8, mate. wish you luck!
     
    everyone started the new page of his life. we are all trying to move on. hope we can sit together, enjoying, again, at somewhere in this world. China, India, England, or maybe US.

    hey, how are you doing, babie?

    now, i am working in a SP(service provider, mostly providing services to the mobile users) company, the money is all right here. i could afford stuff now. Fortunately, the manager likes me a lot, and he is not a gay. very important, right? i am in charge of the business negotiation area. it is almost 1 month now, i am learning stuff about the industry and the company. i believe i could do something here.
     
    the most important thing now is not just the work. what i am doing now would shape my values and promote my career. that is the point.
     
    1 day to go for the weekend, quite happy.
     
    here is the list 4 the stuff i shud be happy 4:
     
    collected my Master Degree Certificate
    signed a cooperation contract with a radio station, which will bring me some money
    finally, got broadband in my living place, that is why i can write some stuff on my blog
    getting along quite well with my girl
    have some spare time to enjoy my life, watching premier league and uefa champions league, learning french
     
     feel really bad, coz i am really fat now, i have to lose some weight to shape my body like a real man. tough work for me. what is more? i have not used english for such a long time, i shud not give it up becoz the Chinese ladies could not get the 'hey, baby, how are you doing?'  long way to go!
     
    God bless me!

    it seems i made a huge mistake

    it seems i have to admit that i made a huge mistake. working in a wrong company under an unhealthy industry, at the wrong time. i just started my carrer, it is really important to choose the right job to do.
    i do not wanna say much about the company.coz every company has its own problems, however, i know if i shud stay here. Lets see it!
    fingers cross!!!

    finally

    finally, some one(s) won the jackpot of the Euro Millions, 126,000,00, in sterling, my god. i have been thinking what i might do if i won. Porsche, personal jet, castle, girls, hookers, -------, no problem at all, but, damn it.

    not my fault

    not my fault this time, i have been trying to log on the msn website, however, however, the miscrosoft is crap. the last 3 times, i wrote sth and tried to put them on, 'errors'. that is the answer for aound 50 days i have not left anything.
     
    i am just al right nowadays. doing some work, drinking some beer, flirting with some hot girls at work, however, they do not know much about english, especially 'FRIENDS', coz every time i say 'hey, how are you doing?' no response at all, shi*t. 
     
    i am not very happy with my  jod, it is an insurance company, i know how great being an agent in US or Euro, but in China, everything would be different. so,  it is still quite hard for me right now, so i am trying to get another job. also, i am mad about the tax in China now.
     
    one thing is funny. there is a market in Shanghai, you can get every name fashion there, like the Xiushui Rd Market in Beijing, Polo Ralph Lauren, Boss, Nike, Adidas, Gucci, Levi's, CK,almost everything, from your hat to ur underwear, from sport clothes from suits. the price is quite good, always 1/6 to 1/5 of the price the vendor askes. if they ask for 300 RMB ( $1=8 RMB), you will get it from 50 to 60. but the tip is, when you haggle the price, u have to say 50 or lower, otherwise you can not get it with 50, or max 60.
     
    the first time i went there, i pretended that i did not know how to speak Chinese, so at the beginning, they asked me in English, then Japanese, then Korean. what the hell! then i said in original Chinese, ' just 50, no more then that, otherwise i will kick you ass.' then, i get the fake stuff. but i was happy.
     
    by the way, i want to tell you guys, the Euro Millions this wk is 70,000,000 pounds, give a shot of your luck. may be you would be like the Irish girl who won the 79,000,000 quiz last time. good luck to everyone, at the time the Chinese new year is coming. if you win, do not forget Jamie. i would be quite pleased if you give me 100,000 pounds.

    double happiness

     one month is gone since i landed at shanghai on 25th Oct. it seems everything gets back on track now. i got an offer from a local insurance company yesterday. finally, i get a good job in shanghai and could start my career in the promising industry. the job is like a training manager and my pay would be over 10,000 quiz per YEAR 6 months later, now the pay is around 6,500 quiz plus other benefits, like all kinds of insurance and other subsidies, included food, transport, phone bill. i got a little bit crazy after i got the call from the human rescource department. i have not got this kind of feelings for such a long time. the last time shud be 50 days ago when i was standing on the top of Edinburgh.
    plus, there is a free trip to Hong Kong at the end of this year. to be honest, i am not quite interested about that. but it is free, i will take it.
     
    moreover, the other thing which bothers me a little bit is gone. it is the dissertation result. i have never thought that i might fail, but i really wanna know the final result. it is 64, quite good for a month work. coz i just need 50. now, my average score is 59.6, nearly 60. happy now!!!!!!!
     
     
    everything is done and gone, so it is time for me to start my new journey. Fingers cross! Jamie Hu.

    cold

    i have no idea how cold it is in england now. the only thing i know shanghai is too cold and dry. no heating, no sunshine. the only thing i can get is wind, wind, wind and again.  millions of people on the subway remind me this is china, not england any more. even worse, sometimes girls smile at me on the subway, but always with other men. i am such a loser like james blunt. i have to jump into sea like he does.
     
    i feel terrible, coz i have to stay up at nights to watch the football matches alone. sh*t!
     
    nothing much i can do nowadays. i have to wait for some time to get a good job. sometimes i might go the city center trying to be the GILF Hunter, haha, not a MILF hunter. wish me luck!

    i am back

    finally, i am back to China. i made this decision wk ago and landed at shanghai on 25th Oct. in the first 3 days, i felt terrible, coz everything suddenly changed,  the money, the different systemthe, the life style and living environments. i was shocked bcoz of these. when i am watching the CCTV-9, the international channel, i feel the Chinese English again and again.
     
    b4 i came here, i thought shanghai would be different, however, it is exactly the same as every other city in China. i was a little bit disappointed, to be honest. then i think maybe coz i am new here, so i shud spend some time to know this place and then search for my personal development. through my experience, i know it is wrong and asightless if i judge something in such a short time, so just being alert and i will love this place later.
     
    now i have started my job applications. the process is always long and all-consuming, time,money, energy, etc. but i am sure i am totally right to make this kind of decision. i have to go back and find a job anyway. being back earlier means i would get my opportunies than the late birds and it will bring me better personal development. so, just see what would happen.

    scotland, sucks

    i have no words to scotland. it sucks completely.
    the first day in edinburgh, in the castle. every thing relates to war. war, war, war. it seems that is all in scotland. however, be honest, the museums are al right, coz the industry revolution. thank james watt, otherwise i wonot live in the world like this. i went to george square in Glasgow, just for him, and i saw the structure of the modern cities, i mean the industrial cities. but, on the other hand, i saw many many chavs, much much more than in england. shame!
     
    in edinburgh, every people think they r posh. always get dressed formally and go to the strange restaurant, with candles burning and without lights. the environment is not strange, but the people, coz always guys in groups sitting in the restaurants. guys surrounded by candles, the only reason is there are G*Ys. in the history, scotland kept trying to be independent, but why they still show huge respect to the queen? there is a street called Royal Mile, shud be actual one mile in the distance, in edinburgh, which leads to the queen's official residence in Scotland and the funny scottish parliament. the buiding of the parliament is really funny, covered by thousands of sticks. u shud see it.i still have no idea what the parliament is used for? discussing how much is the wool this yr? how much fish the glasgow council shud hunt? and, last day there r 100 guys dressing kilts yesterday on the street, how many kilts we shud see on the street in the coming days?
     
    it seems the scotland is pround of the sheeps and wool. and lots of places show off the scottish skills of handcraft. but, but, but my friend bought a woolen blanket there, which is really expensive but feels really really great, however, unfortunately, he noticed the label " made in New Zealand". why why why? the reason is either the wool or the craft skills. what i can say?
     
    my feeling about the scotland is there is no scottish at all. in my eyes, they do not speak english. the strange accents, sound like the italian people. i met 2 australian and 4 americans on the bus, who made me feel that i was still listening to real english, not the fake one.
     
    scotland shud thank hollywood, esp Mel Gibson. if there was not the Brave Heart, who will go to that kind of place? like the highlands, the fort william. lock ness sucks too. under today's technology, it shud be really, really easy to know if there is or are monster(s) in the lake. just 700 feets, a little bit over 200 metres. how easy it shud be!!! the reason why they did not do that is the money. who will go there if it is being aproved there is no monster? FEW! everything in that place can not compare the same places in Switzerland. no way!

    breaking time

    after 2 wks hard working time, i finally get my break time. i booked a hotel in edinburgh, scotland, and planned my short journey. on my way to the work place, i can see the site of the Hull Fair. in the BBC NEWS, they say " there would be millions of people will come in the next wk." if that could happen, how loud it would be? coz i think i can hear the music, on live, not in my mind.
    from tomorrow, my day will start the football match, england vs austria. sitting in my room, with my favorite beer, and watching Stephen Gerrard and Wayne Rooney playing, would be amazing. though england sucks nowadays, i still bought an england away kit with no. 4 on to support the team. Sven Eriksson is stupid and conservative, most importantly, taking no imporvement for england. however, i do not care about that and hope england could win tomorrow.
    to the premiership, i still support chelsea and it seems Jose Morihno's guys are unbeatable. Micheal Essien is amazing middle fielder and i put his name and squad no. on my new chelsea kit. now, i just wish they could win the euro champions league.
    to my traveling, i still think if there is a monster in the Lock Ness. Jamie Hu's pic might be the headline for the newspapers, i am the witness. haha!  shud be funny. this weekend, b4 i go to scotland, i might watch the Brave Heart again, it makes me bring my emotion to the Highlands. the only thing i beg is the good weather. my workmate Lee told me edinburgh is a romantic city. i have no idea how romantic it would be, let's just see what would happen in the central scotland. the amazing pubs? the crazy strippers. good, i am coming!

    working hard nowadays

    now, i get used to my new life style. coz i have to get up around 5:15am in the morning to work. the job is just in the factory and doing some packing work. i might leave this country every minute, so i do not wanna spend lots of time to apply and wait for a job. so i just took the factory job from an agency.
    however, as a social freshman, i need to do some basic and easy work to train myself. the attitude to any work. i get paid from my work, so i have the responsibilities to work properly and effiently. many chinese think the british people, maybe the europeans, do not work much and just know how to enjoy themselves. but, in my opinion, 100% wrong. as i know, the local people do the best job. the other guys spend too much time on killing time and bamboozle the employers. maybe that is one of reasons that why there is huge gap between different countries.
    last week, the agency called me and asked me to work for them this wk. i really wanted to say no, coz i had already planned to go to scotland with my friends. they said the production line manager had put my name on the permanent employees list. " they like you coz u did a really good work." i was happy to this and took the job. not for the money, but for the training of my attitude as a good marketer.
     
    this is an essential preparation for me to start my career. 
    i do not have many available resources and experience to achieve sth in my first days, however, with the attitude, i am 100% ready for being some one. 

    real marketing

    i has a stange dream last night and it reminded me an farmer i  met in july 2003.
     
    it was on the train from chongqing to wuhan. the farmer got on board in ankang, sichuan, and sat next to me. he was a bit stink and made me really uncomfortable, so i did not wanna talk to him at all.
    but, surprisely, he opened his mouth firstly and asked me about the stations. it seemed  he was quite interesting in me and cared about me. in 30 mins, he changed my attitude to him.
    he was poor but tried to change his life. he got amazing business idea and made me, as a college student majored in advertising, embarrassed. he told me he could feed 20-30 cows and sell milk in his city. "how much is the milk the pupils have everyday?" then he caculated the cost and the estimated income for me. i thought he could make some money from that! so i asked him y he did not do the milk business but went to another place. " it is not the right time to feed cows anyway, so i am going to some big cities to make money."  "how? "  "some easy jobs are al right. i am a man, i can do some construction work and make some quick money." i saw his guts as a man who is trying to be a man at that time.
    then i came to night. the air conditioning was on in the train and made people feel cold in the train. a shop assistant came out and tried to sell watermelon. but, apparently, he did a really bad job. the farmer smiled for a while and said to me, i can sell more than him. i was quite interested in this, so i asked  "how?"
    he asked me " do u feel cold?"
    "of course, it is almost mid-night and the air conditioning is still on." i got a bit confused.
    "that is the answer. who will buy watermelon when u feel cold? it is summer and it is still hot outside. so u should switch off ur air conditioning b4 ur selling."
     
    suddenly i tumbled to it. 
     
    more than that, when we broke up, i gave his phone number to me and invited me to go to his place.
     
    the talk with the farmer is a lesson for me.
     
    in the marketing campaigns, we always focus on our products and promotion, ignoring the needs of the customers and the related environments. that is a wrong way. at the end, the farmer showed his passion to people. he gave me his number, that is not a big deal at all, however, in the business, it might be chance to win customers and even the chance to change ur life.
     
    if i can not compare with a farmer, am i a marketer?
    it is time to use my knowledge from books into real life and real business.

    life is boring

    i donot know what should i do if i am not working. really boring life. i can not stand anymore!
     
    the weather is bad as usual,which makes me sick and feels bad. fortunately, it is not iceland, it seems the weather changes every 10 mins in that country. nor i was in new orleans, surrounded by the stupid flood and waiting for the help from a useless leader.
     
    i really should find sth to do during this time, otherwise i will die quite soon. now i just hope for the quicker response from the companies i applied for. for me, going back is a good choice, at least now! i have already made my decision, i have to move on.

    return to pub

    i have been working hard since monday and feel really really terrible now. i mean my body condition. i'd like to work some extra hrs, but i got to pay tax-20%, to tony blair. that is useless for me.
     
    last time i went to NHS with a bad condition, my head was bleeding really badly. in the stupid waiting area, i felt cold and helpless. i spent nearly 3 hrs there and just got 5 mins from the 'busy' doctor, who was drinking a coffee and flirting a fat nurse b4 checked my head. this is called accident & emergence department. i have been trying to give the name for the NHS, maybe called Nothing Happened Service!!! what ever u have done, if u come to our NHS, u would be treated as a healthy guy. not a patient!
     
    i asked my friend to check the wound in my head yeasterday. it seems al right and is getting better. so i had some drinks. tonit it is the football match, england against northen ireland. it was a crap! i really do not think i should spend 2 hrs and a lot of money for the stupid match in the pub. the goal at the 74th minute turned me to a northen ireland fan, not a fan for a trash coach and 11 players.

    zoo!!!!

    around 2 weeks ago, i thought i saw a dog in the garden, but the tail is really big and ears are different from regular dog. so i realized that it was a fox.
     
    a few days ago, my houstmates saw a small mouse in the kitchen. we were shocked and started tidying our place. yesterday, b4 my friends came to my place for barbecue, i saw one right out my door! shocking again!
     
    this could explain why i always see cats in the garden.
     
    however, came back from work, i saw a cat running away when i opened the door. he came back to the garden after i went into my room. and he laid down and was really quiet for around 1 hr in the grass. he showed his composure and patience. no idea if he got the mouse, but i am happy with that.
     
    nearly dark, a pigeon lay down under my back door. it seems he got hurt, left wing. i wanna rescure him, but i am scared of bird flu. so i left him in the garden and fed him some rice.
     
    my garden is just like a zoo now!!!
     

    finally

    at last, i finish my dissertation and sent the pages to the binding place. so, i am almost a free man now. never get imprisoned in stupid universities, not forever but at least a few years. that is a big day and i really should celebrate.
     
    when i came back from the binding place, i felt so lost and homesick. i do not know why. i have not had this feeling around 11 months and it is my anniversary,  for my 1 yr stay in england, 2 weeks later. maybe i will do sth special to enjoy this.
     
    but, to some extent, as Ben said, i am lost about my future coz i have not decided where should i stay and just kill my time. that is a shame!

    new season

    have not been to a pub for such a long time, coz everyone is busy and i am almost running out of money. i went to pub for the F.A. community shield cup with xiang yesterday-chelsea against arsenal. just 8 mins, didier drogba's shot brought us into the new season. here we go, new season's premier league, and maybe the champions league.
     
    at this stage, i've got my own problem. i did not know why, i got a headache since i came back home. maybe i have not drank in pubs for a long time, maybe the bad weather, changes really fast and temperatue went high or low in a short time. the headache made me do nothing the whole night but slept over 10 hrs. that is a shame!
     
    i still remember last time i watched the rugby semi-final at home alone. actully i do not know much about rugby, but i was excited coz hull tiger went to the final at last.
     
    xiang and i even discussed one thing: go to KC Stadium to watch hull fc, not hull tiger, against chelsea or liverpool, even man utd in the FA Cup. xiang wanna go to highbury to see arsenal, i wanna go to stamford bridge or anfield. i will do it if i am free one day.
     
    steve gerrard won the uefa champions league, frank lampard won the premier league, and thierry henry won the FA cup. i have no idea if they still have the luck to win more titles, but i really think about if i could win something in the new "season".

    useless movie! really really pointless

    some handsome guys in hollywood, such as brad pitt, tom cruise, i do not know what i should call these guys. basically, in my  mind, they are just crap in most of movies.pimp(s) is a good name for these kind of guys.

    in the latest movie mr&mrs smith, his acting  kicks off me again. maybe i made a mistake, i am too old and naive to see his movie. this movie should target at 15-year-old boys and girls, coz pitt could teach those little men how to show their good looking faces. and it does not matter, coz the boys and girls are premature nowadays, do not worry they could not get your sex behavior.i do not know why this kind of movie be called a big one and good one? i just wanna ask, what is the matter with your hollywood.

     

    just personal opinion!

    passionate

    today, after i read an article on the internet, i realized one thing: why i cannot do better?
     
    the answer is quire simple and easy: passion!
     
    what makes people really wanna do something? fun or excitement, even challenge. every morning, i do not wanna start my work and just wanna lie down again. why? coz at this time, work means a burden for me. i could not enjoy myself in my work.
     
    why most of managers could do better work? coz they are smarter? maybe! or you could say they work harder. but what makes these guys work harder than the other staff? in my eyes, they are making money for themselves and they can use their power to do whatever they want inside companies. this is the way they are searching for fun and excitement.
     
    for me, it means i need to find a job which interests me and i would enjoy it in the future. i need the passion for the future work and to be a passionate man